i was a catholic but i consider myself a christian now, but i'm really confused if i made the right decision. I don't know how god wants me to deal with this situation, but what ever he does want me to do i'm very willing to do it. the problem is that i'm not sure what he wants me to do right now. if u guys could pray for me that would be really cool, thx:)

i know that it says in the bible that girls should not try to ask guys out, and flirt, because the guys should be ones to do that. and i am trying to be like that, but all the girls who are all flirtatious,and ask guys out, get all the guys. sometimes i even wonder if they guy for me is out there. i just need prayer, to help me realize that prince charming is out there. hopefully. i dont wanna remain single the rest of my life.

i feel crushed. there is a popular group is school, and they have parties together, and tehy scrapbook the fronts of their notebooks with the pictures, it makes feel left out because of this....

last year i played basketball for my school's team. we got a new coach and her daughter was on the team. that whole season i got to play about 2 minuets out of the whole 14 minuets every game. and the coach would let her daughter play the whole game, until she was so tired, she was crying. my dad wrote her a letter kindly telling her to play me more, and that the basketball was very expensive. she didn't reply , but she showed it to the assistant coach.that season ended, and i tried to smile about it, but there is nothing to smile about. she got fired and she would never coach again. this year i tried out for basketball, and she was there. so was her daughter. this year we couldn't afford it, but i was trying out anyway. and she was talking to the the new coach like they were best friends. and later i realized that when they posted the people that made it, i wasn't on the list, but people who were so much worse than me were. i guess it shouldn't matter because im not playing, but it makes me mad. and i think its unfair.also the people who were related to some of the coaches made the team, no matter how bad they were. i think this is unfair.

yesterday i was reading the bible, and i read: "love does not revel when others grovel" my dad told me that because of what she did God would somehow make her repay( not to sound sorta wierd, but the bible does say that) and i'm trying not to "revel" if she "grovels" but i feel sorta humiliated. everyone in school wont even speak to me because i'm on the team, and they think im such a bad player, even when they haven't seen me play! and everytime i think of basketball i get sad, i wonder if i ever play the sport again, if i will this anger. maybe i shouldn't play it anymore. please pray for me, i dont think it is right to feel this anger towards the last coach, but i cant stop feeling this way! and please pray for the people at school to talk to me...

i've been having night mares latly & wakeing up in the middle of the night horified that somthing might happen to me or somthing is wrong. this has been going on constintly for around a month or so, now.
this morning my dad came in to wake me up. i was having a bad dream about us, it was tarible. then i went back to sleep because i didn't have any rest last night. once again i had a bad dream.
the details in some of these dreams are so real! once i felt like i was being thrown thruogh the air. i'm so imbaressed! im a teenager & feel like some kind of little kid, who's having a hard time going to sleep becuase of their bad dreams.
IDK what to do. i try to pray but i don't really know what is wrong.
im sick &tierd. (alittle scared too).
please pray that i can have peaceful sleep again.
thank you.
ps,
i'll be praying for all of u!.

I have like a void in my life and nothing is filling it I have even tried God and it didn't work. and I have tried alot of things and nothing is working. but when I am around guys everything is perfect and all my problems go away and I feel so happy. and so now I am thinking that guys are the answer and I think I am gonna have sex to feel even better since they make me feel better so it would make me feel even better. So I wish some of my friends could be here for me so I could talk to them and they could help me but I have a problem with trusting so I would if they would listen and I knew that my mom wouldn't find out. Me and my mom aren't really close so we don't talk alot so I have nobody to talk to. and I feel like the only thing to make me feel better is love. I hope someone can give me advice. I have like a ton of secrets some are bad and some aren't terrible bad but are bad and I can tell anyone cause I don't want them to feel that way about me. I mean I try to be perfect but that doesn't work. and now I am craving attention from guys not just attention but affectionate attention. please pray for me if you don't mind. and maybe give me some advice?

Hey everyone[:

I'm a freshman this year in high school. I would appreciate if you all could pray for me as I try to stay a strong and confident christian through these high school years.

Thanks much,
God Bless

Stephanie♥

my dad & i are going back to our old church home now & things aren't really bad. but an elder's duaghter & i don't really have a good bond, infact there's real hard feelings between us & we can't get along. i don't understand why. And i'm not the only one who isn't real close to her. there's alot of people who are strianed with her too. we left this church because of her. i'd asked God to help me to forgive her of what she had done to me in the past. but it's real easy to love your nieghbor when the niebor isn't there.
i'm also dealing with a past crush of mine from aruond a year & a hlf ago. he's back but i'm torn between some other guys. but 1 girl &3 guys make it hard (lol, i'm actually thinking it's funny). but this guy & i are really interested in eachother, well we use to be. now that he's back, i think that there could be somthing. but then agian these other guys...they have potential too. but along with this guy from a year ago come embaressment from the past. that creats emaressment for now too. AAHHH! see what i'm in, (all i can do is lol)? i've herd he's still interested in me, which made me feel all worm & fuzzy inside & i thuoght i'd moved on.
also my dad lost his wallet last night or this morning so he's really stressed about that.:(
a friend of mine is going off to Europe with his family, their missionaries. & i'm stressed with school.
so... im going thruogh alot right now, lol. keep me in prayer becuase i hardly have anytime to relax.
sorry my intry is so long, it wuold be longer if i added all the things i needed prayer on. oh well, thats life.
thx tons

it really sadens me to see how some people "see" jesus. saying he's insane, a hippy befor the hippies, & ect. just pray that these people who mock Him will get saved & see how much it hurts us christian. pray that God will soften their cruel harys.

hey guys hope everyone has a blessed time at school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grandma & i's realationship has been strained lately. sh's been in a cleean! claen! clean! mood & she's really been driving my grandpa insaine, then he gose off on my dad & i, who moved in to take care of them. we think that she might have dementia(?),or alz. i've tried asking for prayer about this many times but it never seems to get thruogh. plz, it means soooo much for my family, myself & my grandma and i's realationship.
thx

hay i've been asking prayer for my boyfriend & i have some more news on him & his situation.
like i told you his parents are getting a devorce. well he hasn't been to work all week because he's been in court trying to defend his dad. his brothers & him moved in with his dad. they've raised enough $ that they are going to offer to buy the house from the land owner.his dad is trying to work an online bussiness, & they are trying to get the judge to let their younger sister move in. so be praying that everything will go great for them. he's had to take time off of work for this court thing, which wuont help him with trying to get on full-time at the collage. We havn't spent any time together & now that school is starting... i think i'm going to end "us". i hate to but i don't wount to add more stress to his life. on top of all that i've got my own things to deal with. that idk about.
keep praying we both need it, thanx.

I'M ABSILUTLY CRUSHED! (sigh)Resently i've been told that my crush has a girlfriend or he's interested in another girl. Last night at church she was there. she was... nice, really nice, but back to my story. we, my youth group, were begining our lesson & my crushes younger sister said that a girl named Hannah, was late so my crush should probly go down stairs & watch for her. well, he did. i knew the girl everyone was talking about's name was Hannah. so i thuoght, "o.k., here we go. drum roll please, let's see the girl that everyone is talking about." i saw my crushes head at the bottom of the stair case & then i saw her. & to my suprise... i didn't have hard feelings tuord her. i didn't hate her right off the bat. in fact, when i was leaving (i'm a hugger), i interduced my self & said, hello. is it ok if i give you a hugg? i'm giving everyoneelse one so (i trailed my vioce)." to my suprise again she said, "yes. hi my name is Hannah." then i inturduced myself. i really like her & am happy for him ifg he is interested in her. but i'm left thinkingg, "ok, now what? i thuoght that he cuold possilby be that next boyfriend, but now i'm not sure. i'm aslo not sure if she really is his intrest or what she is to him. i've been told that she's his girlfriend, his intrest, & his ex-girlfriend.
i'm not crushed that he might not be interested in me, well i might be aliitle, but i'm mostly crushed because i don't know what to do about this. idk how to react & get back to being myself.
when i was leaving everyone was asking if i was ok, i looked sad or somthing. even my dad said i looked unhappy. i didn't know what was wrong. i thought i was pretty happy, except that i was leaving my friends. BUt this morning i realized why i looked so down last night was because i felt crushed & didn't even know it. go figuer.
your prayers wuold maen alot to me thx again,
LRM

My name is Julia. My maternal grandfather is undergoing a heart surgery that the doctor said was absolutely necessary, and my family and I would appreciate it very much if you all would pray for him...Thanks!

a dear friend of my grandma & grandpa's was dignosed with cancer. it's been on again, off again for a long time & Now he's got it really bad. he's coming to visit them this weekend(or this week sometime). He called them yesturday & said that he had bad news for them. he didn't specificly say what the bad news was, but their affared th at it might be terminal.
thx

Hey, I would like you all to pray for my youth leaders dad. HE has cancer and it affects all of them. Please pray fro healing!

i have a "growth" on 3 of my fingers, i don't know what it is but ever since i've been asking God to heal it, it's been getting better. i just would like it if some of you would pray with me that what ever this is will be healed.
it's really imbarrising.
thank u.

Pray for all the unbelievers out there! That the Lord can use us believers as a tool to witness to them. Also that God can give us the words of wisdom,and the power to set a good example in Christ!Girls I pray that we can let Chirst's light shine through us everyday all the time! "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few."(Matthew 9:27)
Gods Blessings!

I have a grandpa and grandma that don't believe in Jesus and they always ignore me when I try to tell them and I thought that they liked the church were going to wich is Fresh Life and now they don't think that this is the right church for us. thanks for listening and please pray for me.

Me and my family have recently relocated to MD, My mother got a job as a middle school teacher but dad is still unemployed. He gave up his job so that someone else could keep it.School starts in a couple of weeks and we wanted to be settled in but it looks like i will still be living with my grandparents. My father still has a severance package but it will soon run out, and we will be living on my moms small teaching salary. We saw a really nice house that we really want. My mother and father are in love with it! But it doesnt look good. We cant get it until he gets a job. He has been searching for moths now we are still searching. I see how bad he feels Because he wants so badly to provide for us. He try to disguise his pain but i can see right through it. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
Be grateful for what you have.
it can be all taken away from you in a instant.
Thank you so much for this wonderful website and whoever came up with the idea for this. We are praying constantly for everyone.
Thank you
God bless

i'm really nervus about school coming up... for really good resons. i need prayer, guidents & God's favor so much.
thx

my dentist apiontment went well i guess but my mouth just wasn't going numb, so after my face felt all big & puffy my dentist asked if my jaw felt the same way. it didn't. he made a joke about how my nerv-system is "alittle wacky". he said that even thuogh it might hurt when they have to drill i'll be ok. well it did hurt. but i knew that i'd be ok cuz God was guiding the dentist, that's what i had prayed. well the only lasting effects is that the tip of my tuong feels alittle strange still, after 2 days. is that wierd? it's getting on my nervs & i know that it's not suppose to do that. so be praying that my tuong will get to feeling better.
thanks & God bless
rachel.

Hi I would like to ask you all to pray for my Family. My dad has just been diagnosed again with stomach cancer and my sister has been diagnosed with brain cancer. My family has been having a hard time with all of this. I also have a little bro and sis and they are taking it badly. You can see it affacting their emotions. My five year old sis now talks back alot and yells when she doesn't get her way. It is not good. My mom cries alot and I fell really bad.
I still have to be thankful to God. Through all this trouble that Satan has thrown at us, God has made good with it. My Parents, siblings and me now have amazing relationships with God. We have meet great people and experenced miricals. I really hope God continues to use this trouble for Good.

Blessings,

Maddie

My grandad was diagnosed with a very aggressive lung cancer this week, and the doctors told us it's too late to do any kind of treatment so now we just have to wait it out. My parents are divorced, and my grandad is really the only father figure I have in my life. And I'm leaving for college soon, so to lose him now would be the worst timing. We're hoping we can have more than just a few weeks left... so PLEASE PLEASE pray for a miracle. Thanks.

i feel knd of bad about takig 2 spots out the prayer bourd already, but i need praer again for my dentis (lol). My apiontment was maved up to this friday.
i'll be praying for everyone & thank you for praying for me too.
Rachel

i'm going thruogh a difficult spot wright now with a sertain place in my life. i feel kinda' left out in this area. but at the same time i'd be just as happy prospering or not here. Everyone else is ok but, i'm not. i have been devoting my life to God & forgettig about this area for over a yaer & a half. But now, i feel kinda' left out in a wierd way. i just hope that God will show me what to do.
thank u!

i was put in a bad sitchewation earlier tonight & i'm really worried about it.
thx

hay wrote i earlier about my "speed bumps" in my datieng life with O* & D*, yah, im tipted to just give up. tonight i was told by a family member that D* mite not like me. i was crushed. i knew that somthing like that wuold happen, thats why asked for prayer. i don't know what's happing anymore (like i knew what was going on befor), i just feel clueless from the beging of this whole thing to now. & o*, well , i just don't know any more.
i'm so confused! plz keep praying. i really need it.
thanks to all of you.
ps,
i hav a friend who's boyfriend is being a real loser & is abusive. He got mad at her today becuase i asked her if she'd like to go do somthing thing with me today & she said yah. BUt he got mad at her & started txting her. he called her a hipacrit(?), & some curse words were used too. She dosen't wunt to leave him because according to her he "cares & loves" her. well that's a pretty odd way of showing someone you love, that you love them, by calling them sertain kinds of words. she just needs prayer. & she called me & wunted me to call him & explain things to him! i feel so used! i told her that i can't, i'm real "bad guy" here when all i did was ask if she'd like to do somthing today. i'm worried that something might happen to me. he's not the nicest guy aruond & neather are his friends. i just need prayer big time. & i need some people to be in agreement with me that nothing bad will happen, to me or my friend. thx

i've resently been asking prayer for my boyfriend because his family is falling apart. He really needs it. im the "no name" that was typing earlier this week about how my boyfriend's parents are getting a devorce & all that. well his mom is really trying to make him testify aginst his own will as an "un friendly whitness", or i think that's what they call it. like i mintioned be for, he's got, like, 4 jobs & he just needs prayer. i do too. i feel like just another problem he has to carry on his back do i am thinking, for his benifit, on ending it. but at the same time idk.
thanks.

About a month ago we found out that my dad's job had been deleted. Please pray that he would find a job around Nashville.I just started middle school,and I don't want to leave it.

:)Abigail:)

i wrote earlier about my boyfriend & this more about him, my dad was able to talk to him today at work. my boyfriend was working at a friends uncle's farm & got bit by a spider. stupidly my boyfriend came to work this morning. according to my dad his whole arm was swollen along with his leg a half of his face. i don't meen to sound mean but i can't belive he came to work(what can i say... i really care about him)! they sent him home of cuorse.
his parents ARE getting the devorce but it's not final. his mom was running around on his dad& the cuorts say that his mom is going to get custity of all the younger kids just because shes their mom (they all really just wunt to live with their dad) & his mom isn't mentaly stable enough to have those kids. my boyfriends older sister, his younger sister, whose my age, & my boyfreind are taking their money & putting it together to rent their own apartment.
my boyfriends life is falling apart & i, in a strange way feel alittle responsable becuase i'm only adding more stress because we'er a "couple".
plz pray. he really needs it.
thanks
ps
im sorry im entry is soo long.

this is for my boyfriend soo...
his dad had a haertattack from haert desease & his mom is really being mean to his dad. he says that they might get a devorce, my parents are devorced so i can relate to him. he's really stressed. He had to take up his dad's trash bussiness when his dad had his haert attack. my boyfriend aslo had to get 3 other jobs. he works as metal haller for his neighbors (& anyone else who can afford it), he's gotten fired from Mcdonlads, & is working as a part time janiter for a small college here in town with my dad.
On top of all this he's trying to figur out how he'll juggle his jobs & his senoir year of high school. he's also a baby christion & just got saved aruond A year to a half of a year ago.
he's one if nine and is trying to take care of his younger siblings & is worried about his parents getting a devorce. he dosen't wunt to live with his mom & he doesn't wunt to live with his dad becuase he's afrade they might think he's taking sides when he's not.
he works with my dad & my dad is thinking of asking him to come to church with us at the church i belong to on some wensday night. your probluy asking why i don't ask him, well i can't he's so busy that we hardly ever see eachother now. (it's pretty sad but my dad sees my boyfriend more then i do. but it's kinda funny in a wierd way, i guess. lol)
he lives in the "getto", well we both do kinda, & isn't exactly well to do.
he hardly is ever able to go to church on Sundays because he's rather working at one job or the other. we don't go to the same church but i thuoght he might wunt to come & visit.
i can't call him cuz his family doesn't even have a phone. (well his mom has a cell but thats not exactly what i mean.)
i'd just really apretate your prayers & i know he would too.
thanks

my dentist apointment has been delayed for the 3rd time. they were havenig some diffi.cutlies with somthing & had to reschedule my apointment for the 20th of this month.
it may sound silly to some of you but i'm beliving God has a reason why the dentist hasn't been able to even touch my teeth (lol), maybe it's becuase i've been asking God to heal them with out any dental help. ( hay what harm can it do?).
but yah, i thought you guys might know.
thanks & God bless.
rachel

it's the rachel frome befor.
this afternoon i found out that my grand father or "poppy" as i call him, was in a life threatining car accedent. He's come face to face with death 2 time in my life time that i can remeber & this was one of them.
i don't know if he is saved but i do know that he knows about jesus. He grew up in church but i don't really know if he has asked God into his hart. please pray that God will touch his haert.
He survived this time but only by God's grace. the road was wet & slick. when he tried to stop his car it jumped the middean(the thing that sepperates the road on the high way) & crashed into a huge tree. he's car was tottaled but thats not even the worst part. when his car hit, the air bag exploded under his chin & on his chest area. his head hit the wind shield twice & when he came down he landed on the stick shift. he's got scrapes all over & up n' down his arms. Tons of bruses & a bumb on his head. he says it's gitting better.
he really needs prayer & salvation. i don't wunt him to go to hell & suffer everlasting pain but i wunt to see him in heaven.
i love him lots & i'd be very graetfull if you all pray for him.
thanks again,
rachel

Pray for my niece Hannah. She has a hole in her heart and can only be repaired by open heart surgery. Maybe scheduled summer 2010.

PTL

hay it's me again, R, from earlier& i wunted to to tell you guys that i found out that O* is called to be a Sundy school teacher. i'm still having some problems & still need prayer, but i thuoght u guys mite wunt to know. thanks & i'll keep praying for u all.

hay guys,
tommarow i have a dentist apointment to get some fillings & things like that. i'm really nervus & would be very thankfull if u guys would pray for me.
thanks & God bless.
rachel :)